I LUV U 4ROM DA 1st TYM I LAY MY EYES ON YOU,IT HAPPEN LIKE MAGIC IT WAS LIKE A NEW DAY IN MY LIFE & I THOUGHT YOU FELL THE SAME WAY ABOUT ME YOU`RE A REAL DOG THAT PRETEND AS IF IT IS INLOVE ALL THESE MONTHS I WAS INLOVE YOU KNEW THAT 1 DAY YOUI`RE GONNA LEAVE ME,YOU`RE SO CRUEL I WISH I KNEW HOW YOU FELL ABOUT ME THE 1ST DAY I WOULD`NT HAVE IN THIS MUCH PAIN&I SO WISH I WAS BORN EARLY BEFORE YOU SO THAT WHEN YOU SEE ME YOU SEE AN OLD GRANNY SO THAT YOU WOULD`NT PROPOSE ME .IM SICK BCOZ OF U LAST WEEK I WAS`NT FEELING OKAY SO I DECIDED 2 GO &SEE A DOCTOR & THE DOCTOR SAYS`IT`S 2 LATE THERES NOTHING HE CAN DO 2 HELP ME I MUST GO &SEE A PHYSOITHERAPY THEN I WAS GIVE MIND ERASER PILLS THEY TOLD ME 2 TAKE 1 PILL A DAY BUT BCOZ I WAS I A HURRY TO GET YOU OUT OF MY MIND I DECIDED 2 TAKE 5 PILLS A DAY SO THAT I CAN FORGET YOU QUICKLY,THEN I ENDED UP IN COMMAR JUST BCOZ I LOVE YOU&YOU HATE ME THEN THAT WAS 2 LATE 4 ANYTHING I ENDED UP DEAD THEN I GO IN HEAVEN &I ASK GOD 2 MAKE ME YOUR ANGEL SO THAT I CAN WATCH YOU DAY&NIGHT &MAKE SURE YOU`RE SAFE BCOZ I STILL CARE ABOUT YOU EVEN IF YOU DON`T.I MAKE A LOT OF SACRIFICES BECAUSE OF YOU MAWANDE

i no your a player i no your the guy every girl wants
just remeber i the girl who will always tell myself your
the boy who actaully made me fall inlove for once

my love for you grows
with each step i take
if my love for you was a dream
i wish that i would not wake
my love for you grows
with each breath i take
like cookie dough that still needs to bake
my love for you grows with each word i write
night through morning and morning through night
my love for you grows and will continue forever
my love for you will never stop...ever

The dock birds
pull me to the sea
like I am pulled to suffering,
to Istanbul, that wrings sorrows
that fall on me.
Solitude without you.

In this obscure city,
my blood clotting,
I am snowed under with dreams.
The wide streets accentuate your absence.
Istanbul takes me from city to city.

This great place is well–versed
in my suffering,
the dock birds pull me
to their tired nights
and Istanbul searches
top to bottom.
Solitude without you.

by Uzeyir Lokman CAYCI
Aksaray, Istanbul, 13.03.1975
Traduit par by Yakup YURT en fran￧ais
French free verse translated into English free verse
by Joneve McCormick

Do not stay in front of my troubles
And rattle my private feelings
Hereafter, do not touch my ideas
Do not revive my memories
Leave me to myself
Go now...
Come back later!

Me, I depend on my loneliness...
I do not let other people trample
My love so easily
Leave me to myself
Go now...
Come back later!

Me, I am accustomed to the sky‘s irony
It is of no importance
That I am discovered in my sleep...
I climb my trees myself
I water my flowers myself
Leave me to myself
Go now...
Come back later!

Do not stay in front of my troubles
And rattle my private feelings
Hereafter, do not touch my ideas
Do not revive my memories
Leave me to myself
Go now...
Come back later!

ￜzeyir Lokman ￇAYCI
Ankara, le 06.06.1979
Traduit par by Yakup YURT en fran￧ais
French free verse translated into English free verse
by Joneve McCormick, 22.02.2006

5 minutes of pleasure
5 minutes of pain
5 minutes not seeing him makes me cut a vein.
if obsession the word well i dont really know
if thats wat ya think, well i don‘t.
now i take his counsellin for all of my problems.
i got nobody trusting me expect this i and only counselor
now wat do i do? do u think that im crazy?
nah its just a stage of my that i think that its love
love do i know wat it is.
no im sitting here tryin to kill 4 this kid
love like really do i really love
how can i love you when im not even loving myself
"princess"wake up is this only a dream? i need to realize im only 15....

its hard 2 let the one u love go and 2 move on they is the hardest thing 2 no longer feel your touch and kiss ur lips i no ill miss u so much i dont wanna let u go but i no longer have a choice and it hurtz 2 no i did everything just 2 make u happy and sadisphide i no loger wanna see ur face or hear u voice but keep n mind this brake up wuz ur choice!!!!!!!!!!!

dedic8ted 2 joe michael cruz u no wut u did

love is something i can not seam to reach
love is what i allways try to reach
but some how i allways fail
its like am trapped in this depressing jail
it allways seams to hail
storms are allways deep in my mind
its all most like i have bean singed
to all this pain i mean i even sometimes
picher my self stabbing my vain
its like i long to here beuty sing its song
life just seams to be ever so wrong
everthing is a mistake i alllways end up in a heartbrake
now i may be a songwright and a rapper and a powet and now a singer but even so life just seams to be wrong
pepole around me allways argue
i just carnt stand the agrow
i long to have somoene to hold and to make me worm in the snow
but no matter what am allways colder than a soilder beread in the snow as life pases by i just wish it would all die

The feelings I feel inside
I can‘t explain
It‘s like I still love you
but it don‘t feel the same.

The memories we had
stays on my mind
How can I forget
I think about them all the time.

I wish we could go back
to how we was before
But it feels like the love we had before
just isn‘t there anymore.

So many thoughts run through my head
like what kind of future we have ahead
I hope all our problems go away
so we can live happier together forever, everyday

And if by chance our love do end,
and i hope it dont
I hope to God that we can still be friends.

i hate u 4 wat uve done
i hate u 4 wat u ahvent done
i hate the way u dnt look at me
i hate the way u dnt feel me
i hate u but i love u
i love the way u care 4 me
i love the way u stare at me
i love the way u came into my life
i love the way u made me ur wife
i love the way u spend ur time(w/ me)
i love the way u call me ur dime
I love the way u make me feel
i hate that i cant tell if its real
When i see u i loose my breath
I‘ll ride 4 u even if its life or death
my love is one of a kind
its so rare, so hard 2 find
its so hard 2 4get , meetin me u wnt regret, so hard 2 keep outta ur mind
promise not 2 break my heart and treat me right
plz just hold me tight and tell me evrythin will be alright
so that our love flies free like a bird in flight
4 our love we will fight
4 us 2 be apart just isnt right
we will teach them that evrythings not just black and white
our love will grow and grow
how much i care 4 u is what i will show
if u promise u will never go
my love 4 u will 4ever flow
my heart u will recieve
if u promise never 2 descieve
these are my feelings and this u must believe

I want a hug,but a hug leads to kiss
A kiss leads to a lick,
A lick leads to a suck,
A suck leads to a fuck,

*Want a Hug?*

DO YOU LOVE ME OR DO U NOT YOU TOLD ME ONCE BUT I FORGOT SO TELL ME NOW AND TELL ME TRUE SO I CAN TELL U I LOVE YOU OF ALL THE BOYS IVE EVER MET U R THE ONE I WONT FORGET IF I DIE BEFORE U DO IL GO TO HEAVEN AND WAIT FOR YOU IF YOUR NOT THERE BY JUDGEMENT DAY ILL KNOW YOU WENT THE OTHER WAY JUST TO RISK MY LIFE FOR U ILL GO TO HELL JUST TO BE WITH YOU

If i had to chose between loveing you and breathing,i would use my last breath to say "I love you!"

If you can‘t get someone out of your head then maybe there suposed to be there!

Every girl wants a best friend they can run up to.. no makeup..hair a mess .. and for them to still say "you look beatufil" thats why i chose you!

Once upon a time something happened to me it was the sweetest thing that ever could be a fantasy,a dream, it was the day i met you

Everything happens for a reason thats why i came across you!!!

Your the bestest friend i could ever ask for

Your the one that i want the the one that i need and the one i got to have just to succeed

i remember the day when i first looked into your eyes it was like god was there heaven in the skies!!!

I couldn't describe how you make me feel,
If I even tried id b lost for words.

Even if I was depressed or really pissed off ,
Id take one look at ur smile and everything disappears

cause i know in my heart babe
our love will never end
time can‘t erase a feeling this strong

every time I here your name I melt inside,
every time I know im gona c u I get butterflies,
Every time you touch my body it sends shivers up my spine ,
If this isn't love please tell me what it is?

I asked you if I was fat, you said yes of course.
I asked you if you wanted to be with me forever, you said no.
I asked you if you would cry if I walked away, you said no.
I had heard too much, and need to leave and
as I walked away..
You grabbed my arm and told me to stay.
You said...
Your not pretty, your beautiful.
The only thing fat, or big, about you is your heart.
I don‘t want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever.
And, baby, I wouldn‘t cry if you walked away...


I would die.

~i wanna nevr argue
i wanna nevr fight
i alwayz wanna love you
we need to make this right
i wanna be your honey
i want you to be sweet
i wanna be in love
and play under the sheets
i‘ll alwayz say i love you
when you‘re running through my mind
i thank god above that brought you
you‘re the best i‘ll evr find
i don‘t evr wanna lose you
please dont evr let me go
i love you so much it hurts
dont make it hurt any more
so just promise that you‘ll try
and do the best you can
to be the perfect one for me
to be my perfect man~

Is the one you love mad at you what did you do?Now think about it nice and hard was it really you or was it him?Do you think your love for him is true?If you are really in love and no it is true,I mean he loves you,you love him to,if he really loved you he would forgive you,no matter what the cost becuase he loves you.

I‘ll stop loving you when
Diamonds never sparkle
And flowers cease to grow
When thunder doesn‘t echo
And rivers do not flow
When hearts no longer wonder
And hands are never held
When smiles are only memories
And hope is never felt
When trees no longer blossom
And the stars refuse to shine
When autumn has no falling leaves
And winter no longer dies
When time has no more tomorrows
And rainbows have no blue
When God alone commands me
Then I‘ll stop loving you.

What gets me throgh the day.....
knowing that tomorrow will be 10x‘s better

What makes me smile....
knowing that Im not alone

What makes me different....
taking criticism,hatred,and jelousy from hostile people

What makes me different....
feeling what most peole dont and crying when most people wont

I‘ve had a crush on you,
You never seemed to let me through.
I wanted you to hold me
and never let me free
I thought about you all the time
I even had had a secret shrine.
Until one day you were mine.
Finally the sunlight would shine.