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Why Did You Do This ?
By: Crystal Waterz
I went to bed last night i fort of you and me & what a site , i remember wen us 2 was a team i wanted this hurt & upset to be a dream , Me and you are meant to be its took this long but now I can see , are love is strong and so pure .... my heart goes with you were ever you go , its like weve been together for life and before you know it we wil be husband and wife , im writing this because im really hurt , you showed me sum1 else last night thats not the person i loved or wanted to marry , it hurt me in ways that you could ever imagine , i trusted you i felt safe & secure but now this has happened i feel cold and alone .....
Submitted On: 07/07/08
boy, its u
im telling u
that all the things u do
are makin the best of me
i dont want our feelings to
go away from eachother,
if u feel the way i feel
then this is really real
yea i wanna be there for
u when times are hard oh
yea what me and u had i wish it
would‘ve last i thought u wouldn‘t
care but my soul is not bared
Submitted On: 05/27/08
shadows of pain
THERE IS A SADNESS IN MY SOUL
WHICH LAUGHTER CAN NOT HIDE,
NOR TEARS RELIEVE.
THERE IS A SADNESS IN MY HEART,
DEEP, WHERE NO SMILES CAN REACH,
NO LOVE CAN TOUCH.
THERE IS A SADNESS IN MY MIND
WHERE HOPE NO LONGER DWELLS
NOR FAITH RESIDE.
THERE IS A SADNESS IN MY SOUL
THAT FILLS ME WITH SORROW.
SHADOWS OF PAIN.
Submitted On: 05/24/08
of frogs and princes
It wasn‘t supposed to be like this, this pain and tears.
Smiles were what he promised me, not emptiness and fear.
"My only joy in life", he said, "will be to make you smile!"
"To hold you close, to kiss your lips, I‘d walk for bloody miles."
I liked myself, who I‘d become, it took so much, you see,
To learn to understand myself, and to be the very best "me".
I wonder what became of the person that I was then,
He has convinced me, very well, that I‘m gone round the bend.
I loved him then, from far away, the man I thought he was.
But life is never like we dream, and there‘ll never be an "us".
For he is who he always was, my prince is still a frog.
And I am but an after–thought, living ‘neath his log.
Submitted On: 05/24/08
I met you when I was 18
Everything seemed like a dream
You asked me to be your wife
It was a start to a new life
6 months it was bliss
those months I do miss
You broke my heart
Pissed me off
Remember when I beat your ass?
I do it was a blast!
Its been over for 4 years now
Stand up Chuck and take a bow
You are happily married to your best friend Amy
You even joined the Navy
Congrats are in order
You have two little ones now
Thats one thing I couldn‘t do
If I did would things be different?
Submitted On: 05/21/08
I want to think its more than meets the eye with you....
your a lost individual with no meaning in life but i still want to be a part of you...after all that you made me smother myself in.. all the pain and agony, i still find you in my mind..your green eyes flash in my mind when I get lost in my high I try to find you in the high life but your invisible to my eyes for your gone and you dont care...i‘ll care until always
Submitted On: 04/22/08
thatz wut u get
~*~RoSeS r DeAd, *
* Vi0lEtS r 2, *
* i WiSh I NeVeR *
* fEll iN LuV. *
* aLL u DiD wUz *
* mAdE mE cRy, *
* U SeeN mY *
* mOm AnD aLL *
* U dId WuZ *
* sAiD HI.......... *
* NoW iTz oVeR. *
* + I wAtCh U *
* SuFfEr AnD DiE. *
* ThAtZ wUt U *
* GeT 4 MaKiNg *
* Me CRY~*~
Submitted On: 03/19/08
U NEVER DID
Originaly Authored by: ME
U SAID U LOVED ME BUT U NEVER DID,
U SAID U NEEDED ME BUT U NEVER DID,
U SAID U LIKED ME BUT U NEVER DID,
U USED ME TO GET UR EX BACK,
U MADE ME HAPPY BUT NOW U LEAVE ME ALONE AND DEPRESSED,
WE STAYED TOGETHER FOR 4 YEARS AND NOW U HURT ME,
I GAVE U THE KEY TO MY HEART AND NOW U RIP IT,
U BROKE MY HEART AND NEVER EVER LOVED ME,
U SAID IF I EVER GOT PREGNANT U‘LL BE THERE FOR ME,
THANK GOD I NEVER DID CUZ U HURT ME,
I HATE U BUT YET I LOVE U,
I DON‘T KNOW WHAT I DO,
ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS THANK U VERY MUCH,
FOR PUTTING ME IN THIS LIFE,
I HOPE U HAVE FUN WITH UR GIRLFRIEND,
BECAUSE U‘LL NEVER SEE ME AGAIN
Submitted On: 03/13/08
By: Friends are the most important thing
If im not supposed to love you...
I should stop thinking about you...
But I cant walk back to where we were...
After what you did...
No matter what you say or do...
This time im not coming back to you.
Submitted On: 03/12/08
LET IT RAIN
let it rain let it flood let a crip killa BLOOD let it rain let it drip killa SLOB cuz i claim crip let rain let it thunda bury a SLOB 6feet unda when i die show no pity bring my soul to gangsta city 6flyin 5dyin 6poppin 5droppin BK all day everyday till my blue casket drops throw the c‘s up b‘s down fuck all SLOBS BK all day everyday kill em with my knife BK 4 LIFE FOREVER LOVE FOR CRIPS&CENTRAL AKA GRAN BARRIO CENTRAL GBC 23
Submitted On: 02/28/08
I was always there,
Always waiting for you,
And you unaware,
Left my life askew.
You bought her flowers,
And chocolates and champagne,
While I just stood there,
Glaring at you in vain.
I never wanted anything,
More in my life,
I gave up the strife.
I packed up my things,
I wasn't running away,
I saw you exchange rings,
And I just couldn't stay.
So here I am now,
Unhappy and alone,
I wish I would have told you,
I wish you would have known.
Submitted On: 02/23/08
Last Night I Cried
By: Alicia Pham
Last night i cried
I cried for everything that hurts me
I cried for my own mistakes
I cried for others‘ mistreatment
I cried because i was hurt
Last night i cried for the pain and sorrow
For all the love I‘ve lost
For all the sadness inside me
I cry for letting life pass me by
For all the hurt i endure
For all the things i am to blind and naive to see
Last night i cried for the loved ones lost
For the shitty life i live
For all the friends that befriend me
I cry for all my heartbreak
I cry for myself
I cry while being intoxicated
I cry while being fucked up
I cry because i have to be in the wrong state of mind
Last night i cried while listening to music
While closing my eyes before bed
While text messaging a friend
Last night i cried for no reason but i always find one
I cry because i feel paralyzed
I cry because i feel handicapped by life
I cry because of fear
My fear makes me cry
I cry because i have lost everything i have gained
Mostly i cry because of my mistakes
I cry for my family
I cry for my parents sadness
I cry for others people‘s pain
I cry because because of my own unhappiness
Last night i cried to feel free
I cried myself to sleep
I cried because i could not sleep
I cried because i lack confidence
I cried because i have no will to live
Last night i cried for what others have done to me
I cry because maybe i am a drama queen
I cry because that‘s all i can do
I cry because I‘m alone
Now...today,I cry for last nights sorrow
I cry for empathy
I cry for hope
I cry for guidance
I mostly cry for love
Even more so...
I cry because i am torn, I am broken
I don‘t know when i will stop crying...
Submitted On: 02/20/08
daddy oh daddy
daddy oh daddy, where can you be? Daddy oh Daddy can you give more that life to me. Oh daddy I‘ve tried so hard to let you go, but daddy where are you? oh lord I need to know. Sometimes I wonder, why your not around, are you alive and well, or 6 feet under ground? Each year I have the same birthday wish,and it goes a little something like this...please let my daddy know I love him, on this birthday that he missed.
"6 days with my dad"
27 and there you are, all these years gone by and Ive come so far. My need to find you lightened some, then you walked right into my life, and yes you were the one. There was no doubt, It was easy to see, you had a hand in createing me. Where were you for so long? what happened to you? was it me what did I do? One day old, and you were gone, you left my brothers and I and even my mom. The questions were answered, the tears they fell, forgiveness was given but my father wasnt well. Remission he said, thats what Ive been given,And finding you is what will keep me driven. 3 days of catching up on 27 years, his flight was leaving soon, 3 more years he was given, then sets in the doom. I held his hand the last three days,it does not make me sad,because I was given a gift of 6 days with my dad. Before I blow out my candle now, I no longer have the same wish, because now my daddy knows I love him,on this birthday that he missed.
Submitted On: 02/09/08
Just Go Away
Please don‘t hurt me
I‘m really not that bad.
I try to stay out of your way
But things still end up real bad.
People say you hate me
I really don‘t know why,
I‘ve done nothing to hurt you,
So please don‘t make me cry.
The bruises and bleeding hurt
And all I do is weep
Just please don‘t hurt me
This has gotten way to deep
It‘s really not that fair,
That you take it out on me.
You‘re hurting me so much,
That I‘m afraid to fall asleep.
Your killing me inside,
And I just can‘t fight this anymore...
I‘m just about ready to go...
Just to go away and die...
Submitted On: 02/05/08
I look back at my past life and I hate it! from what my family and I have went through with the man that brought trouble. He brought so many tears to each and one of our eyes and yet he didn‘t seem to care. He has put me in a situation where I don‘t want to be alone with a man, where I can‘t have a mother to guide me through life, and a father who would walk me down the isle later on in life.
I hate him but it‘s not just him, it‘s my mother too but no in a hating way, just in a disappointment for being with him. I do realize that it was hard in later years to get away from such a man but only if she had never laid eyes on him.
I wonder now how my life would be if he would have never came in our lives, if I would have a loving and caring father or just would it me and my mother?
At certain times I feel so alone and as if I have no one to turn to and just talk to about what I feel inside. Some people think that they know how I feel but they really don‘t. Then other people think they can help me and they would understand if I would just come out and tell them but it‘s not true!
It‘s really hard for me when I see other children with their parents and just see how happy they are with all their smiles, hugs, kisses, laughter and I get jealous. I want the life where I have loving parents and a little sister and no matter what happens, we are always together but I know that will never happen.
Hating my life and the people who has brought me to such a thing is not the answer... it is the question that I need to think over and over again to understand why I have such a life and the purpose of everything that I‘ve went through.
God is my way to understand everything in life and ev4en though at times I feel as if God has let me down, I know that it‘s not just in his hands to take care of my life but it is in mine. I am still learning all the things that are in my life yet to come.
Life is like a puzzle, you have to be patient and think hard just to find that once piece to come one step closer to find the picture.
Submitted On: 01/22/08
Please help before it's too late!!
Why can‘t I have a talk with anyone that I would really like to talk to? You‘re all so busy and here I sit. Please someone do something so I can‘t feel the hurt anymore, I hurt so bad, what can I do?
I‘m trying to watch TV but I don‘t know what I‘m watching. It‘s so lonely here. I want to sleep but it just won‘t come. I‘m so tired of hurting and being alone. I keep thinking about the razor in the cabinet but I‘m scared. My head hurts so much from crying but if I take anything for it, I‘m too scared that I won‘t stop even if I wanted to.
Nobody really cares, so why should I? I cause problems for everyone I care about so why should I stay? Why am I such a terrible person? I mean nothing I do is right and I don‘t understand!
I‘ve lost the most important thing in my life. I‘m so very tired of being alone, and making everyone miserable.
I‘m so cold, please do something. I can‘t stand this empty feeling that I‘m having. My head is horrible. Stop the pounding, it hurts so much!
I have no control over anything in my life, I‘m breaking into pieces. Somebody do something before it‘s too late!
Submitted On: 01/22/08
what is this feeling
it hurts alot
you give it to me
is this what it means to love
is it something ment to be
everytime i see you
i want to cry
i see you happy
without me by your side
i guess you forgot about me
is this what it means to die
well i wish i was alive
to give you pain
that is the word im feeling now
but i guess being dead
means nothin g to you
so ill stay in the ground
with my heart silent
as the sky
Submitted On: 01/13/08
soon to forget you
its been 7 years since i adore u
so long that i kept on dreaming bout u
so perfect to express my feelings
but what have u done?
u tried to play around
u refused the love i shared.
i knew that Someday you‘ll gonna realize
of how lucky u are...
i have loved & cared for u that long
One day you‘ll see i could forget you
one day, u might feel the same thing with me
But then i won‘t even be there
coz I‘ll be happy somewhere else
Even if i can‘t, im trying so hard to do this things.
I knew that
You dont really see my worth
kept on thinking that u must be joking
but i realize that u cant be mine.
trying to forget u
please stop thingking that i cant love somebody the way i have loved u.
u are not the last guy of this earth
dont u ever be flattered of loving u so dear
coz i‘ve got news for you
I know i‘m not that strong
But soon i gonna forget u.
i will fly miles away from u
i knew that someone‘s gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me.
someone‘s gonna take your place
from the day of meeting that someone
i would surely move on & forget bout u
this tears would soon run dry
i wont let u see how much i miss u
im not so down about what uve said the other night
never expect that u gonna love me back
just wanting u to see my worth
everyday i would surely be miles away
kept on thinking about u & i
but now i will tell u
mr. Jerry, i stopped dreaming about us
soon to forget U & find another love.
il fly to save my heart coz i knew i have the rights to be happy too.
Submitted On: 12/29/07
Alone is when there‘s nobody there
and all is disappeared into thin air.
Alone is where you have to cry for help but no one comes running and you slowly melt!
Alone is when your on your own and there‘s no one to go to,nowhere to go,no one to love and no one no care
because no one even notices your even there.
Alone is an emptiness which cannot be filled when all is dull dark and cold.
Alone is when no one understands and your counting down the days till someone reaches out a hand!
Alone is when you reach out for a sharp blade
and you slash your wrists till you slowly fade!
Submitted On: 11/28/07
By: Rochelle Newman
How do you say I'm sorry to someone who doesn't even speak to you?
How do you let them know you care or that you'll always be there?
I worry and worry about all those days I said "no" and I scurried away
Then one day, you are gone, my flower plucked away.
Why, oh, why did you have to die?
I try and tell myself it is all one big lie.
Then after two weeks that seem like years,
I pick up the phone to call your number and I slam it down, realizing,
I was to late you're gone and never coming back
My eyes flood with so many tears that I can hardly see,
And I blame myself for you're not being here.
When I say to myself he's gone, not coming back.
One thing I'd like to do, is just have you to hold and tell you
"I'm sorry too."
As I cry the flood never seems to end,
But the last one falls and I kiss your picture,
Never to see your smiling face again.
I put your picture away and lift my tear ridden face,
And I look to the forward of a brand new day without you,
I may be torn, scared, tear ridden and broken down,
But I can get through it because
I remember you saying, pointing to your heart,
"With you here is where you'll always be, I love you baby"
And I head toward the horizon of a brand new day without you.
Submitted On: 11/25/07